Back to the rooms

Went back to the rooms yesterday and there is always one person who thinks of themselves and Mrs or Mr. Sobriety.


I was getting a ride home from a woman who I've met previously and she asked which meeting I was attending that evening. When I answered that I had other commitment that night, she answered me by asking if they  were more important than my sobriety?

This is who a new person can easily run from, this time of over demanding personality, and Yes, I caught a "resentment" But it is not stopping me in my quest for my future.

I have been in the rooms for many years, and have an over flowing tool box as they say, but I had decided to leave the tools in the basement and waste a few more years of my life by swimming in a bottle.

I know what I need to do to stay sober it's actually pretty easy.

"Don't drink no matter what"

I like going to the rooms for the social group therapy I receive from it, I like knowing others who no longer drink.

I have isolated for too long, and that is another part of me I want to change not to be so isolated.

I have a lot to offer and there are many who I can learn from as well.

So I am taking it one day at a time.

Yes I have had a major  relapse, but don't feel bad for me, I made it back I have two days now with out a drink there are many out there that are so drunk right now , so I am a one of the blessed, God got me out of my darkness and back in to the light